The Reality

They tell you that the world is yours 
But all those opportunities, they seem to fall short
And your dreams of a good job and a happy home seem unreal, especially when every girl you meet don't wanna build 
She just wanna live 
She just wanna party with her girls and feel the thrill 
I know what you thinking 
Life's not fair 
It's all about survival of the fittest out here 
These dude is reckless
These girls don't care much 
And the world still fears us 
What have we done? 
Nothing that you, you, and him ain't done 
Why can't they learn 
Rather than teach us peace
They rather watch us burn

The Morning After

My eyes begin to open as I hear the sound of your breathing..I tighten my hold on you to savor this moment…

The sounds of the night fill the air and all I can think is how long will this last.. 

I close my eyes and take in the smell of your hair before I know it I’m asleep again…

The sun begins to peek at us then slowly creeps its way in..

I keep my eyes close because I know it’s about to end..

I envy how peaceful you sleep in my arms.. as I lay here anticipating the sound of your alarm

And so it begins, the beginning of the end..

The soft hum of your phone starts and what follows is the slow shifting of your body..

Your soft lips kisses my cheek and you begin to speak..

“Good Morning my love eyes so warm and sweet“.. Is what I wish I could say but my lips won’t speak 

Then my phone begins to beep..

You take my face into your hands and look me in my eyes..

“How did it end up like this?” 

Again I look at you but no words could escape my lips..

We were living doubles lives, god knows it was taking its toll

I wanted to be here like this forever, I wanted You forever.. 

Instead we got weekend rendezvous every blue moon

Every time is harder than the last.. god knows I want this to last 

You slip from my grasp like you’ve done so many times before but I can’t help but feel like this one is the last one …

“Don’t leave me love…” 

Is what I whisper as you slip out the door  

The Untimely

The warmth of the sun hits my face as I lay still
My body fills with joy but my face is paralyzed to the feel
I open my eyes, to cool breeze of your presence
No words are spoken but you get the message
I never had someone read me like you do
And never have I had someone force me to speak those unspoken messages like you do
I look into your eyes and wonder what do you see in me
The funny thing is you look at me and say the same thing
We have these moments quite often
To be honest I love it
And then you smile
Then my world brightens up
You confused me
But I can’t get enough